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am heading for the buffet the following week, gosh :/. not even sure am I able to take in all the food.

Brother is leaving soon, have no idea what to make of this, but I do hope all the best for him and happiness. I think probably I will tear again, when seeing him off and stuff, sighs. Getting sentimental sometimes drives me crazy, and I'm not liking it. I guess I'm really worried what if my brother and I decides to stay overseas to work, then what about my parents? sigh, argh! :(

Am exploring other regions' cultures, archaeology, and etcetera, apart from the norm. that I'm exposed (Romans, Greek, Egyp., so on). There's so much that I've never heard of, up till now, I have just glimpsed only a tip of the iceberg that's shown to me.

Just a few more years to go, I would then need to decide on actually which region I would then need to have my focus on.

"Taking life for granted", this phrase alone...perhaps suggesting that we're wasting our lives, playing around with life and not actually making the most of it.
Question is...how do you make the most of it?

Life itself is best represented perhaps probably by the physical appearance of a 'book', but the pages inside, which we will refer, personalities, qualities, and so on., would make up a life of a person. Everyone has a part to play in this world, ranging from cleaners, teachers, militarymen, students, and etcetera...,all makes up what you would say a society which makes up part of the world. Teachers impart knowledge to students, and politicians help manage a country entrusted by their citizens, the list goes on. While students are partying, someone out in the world, probably people are risking their lives, to whatever their cause might be. Or perhaps, when everyone is living in peace, somewhere dread or fear may be spreading.
Therefore, plainly to speak, everyone has a part to play in this world, nevertheless, we aren't the only ones in this world.

"Love" itself is a tempting emotion, it blurs a person's thinking and from there it spirals out of control. It also may seen as a sensitive topic to certain groups of people, consisting of boy-boy relationships, and etcetera. "Love" also has its' other faces, for me, right now "love" is given to all that I can give. I would like to give it all my best to protect those close to me. Because one's life could be just like a fleeting dream, one might never know, in a blink of a second perhaps someone close may fade to existence.

Looking back, I really wonder what the child of me, would have think of 'me' right now. Would it be in awe? proud? disappointed? Probably if I do manage to chance upon, the child of me again, I would really want to embrace the child.

No one that I could relate to, this weird feeling of mine. Nevertheless, this feeling makes me feel alive in this world.

I guess I'll just keep that door shut for now...
When did this feeling of mine grew? Clutching onto something I didn't want to let go in the past, perhaps it's time to hide these feelings temporarily.

I'm halting driving lessons for the meantime, due to funds needed for urgent items for school. Therefore...yeah..when I return from my trip, I'll then continue with lessons. Nonetheless, I'm enjoying my holidays, right now trying not to think of anything else, since it consumes energy from me too.

Am trying to pack my luggage, noting necessary items to bring and planning for my trip. I can't wait to get over with it, as it's not like I'm on a holiday while I'm over there. Hope I get great buys and souvenirs back though :).

Leaving on the 22nd of June, taking an early flight at 9+ am, will be reaching there at around 3:30pm (London time), and then boarding eurostar the next day to Paris for a night stay there.

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Anyone whom is interested in parasychology, paranormal and mysteries could look up more information on the "Winchester House". This case ruffled attention in the parapsy. realm, and it's rather popular. You could take a look at the link below later if you're interested :).


Sarah Winchester built this house, yes...you may think it's just a house so what's so interesting about it? BUT the thing is that, it's NOT JUST A HOUSE, this house was built using extravagant and costly materials to construct the house; which is designed oddly. The layout of the house could be extremely confounding for a person who first visits the house, as it's constructed like a maze, EXCEPT, that the house seems odd and strange with no logical sense for it's architecture. The number. 13, seems to be a must in Ms. Winchester life, showing the possible important significance of it, but it seems that not much is known about the possible significance only that it seems to be imprinted in her lifeways

for the rest of the story, you could read up, http://winchestermysteryhouse.com/thehouse.cfm


If you happen to visit California, perhaps you could drop by Winchester house for a tour.